Jealousy is something I could not explain
I couldn't try to empathize, I was pitiful
I made you listen to everything we said and
did you cry when I offered myself?

He felt just like you did, that summer night
Take that bus ride in the pouring rain,
open the door,
there you stayed.

My master plan.

Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
I've been cheated I've been wronged you,
And you don't know me, I can't change
I won't do anything at all


I wanna push you around, well I will, well I will
I wanna push you down, well I will, well I will
I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted, yeah I will, I will

Thoughts on my life now.

I AM HUNGRY.

I AM BAD.

I DONT WANNA LEARN.

I TURN 19 SOON.

Dear Diary,

Things don't work out the way you want them to.

Sometimes it breaks your heart. Sometimes it's someone else's.

Now I'm going to do Russian-y things and watch Adventure time.

It's my problem if I wanted to run away
It was my business when I drank all day
It's my problem when I feel the need to hide
and it's my problem that I have no friends and feel like I want to die.
So are you satisfied with your average life?
Once you crossed my line, were you satisfied?

A moment in my life.

This is me. And this is my dog. I am aware that I'm talking like an idiot to my dog. I can't help it. I just can't.